I can see clearly now, the rain is gone,
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It’s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.

I think I can make it now, the pain is gone
All of the bad feelings have disappeared
Here is the rainbow I’ve been praying, for
It’s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.

Look all around, there’s nothing, but blue skies
Look straight ahead, nothing, but blue skies

I can see clearly now, the rain is gone,
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It’s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.

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Feeling a lot better! Mom's Breast Cancer Surgery went well and I had a lot of parenting and advice. I need some help every once in a while and if you can't get it from others, I'm happy to say that I can get it from my family. I haven't seen mom and dad in a while and even if it was for bad reasons, It was nice to see them. They even took me out a bit and allowed me to have fun because they know I was fuming in anger like that one time at school...you don't know how hard it is to be on a plane pissed off at everything surrounded by people...D:

Sooo I'm a lot happier now and I have nothing else to stress about! My mind is cleared thanks to the folks, instead of shoving stuff in the back of my head keeping my negative feelings bottled up and all the stuff that just happened in past few months doesn't even matter anymore...it all feels so unnecessary and could have been completely avoided if my head was in the right place and it hasn't been since like January! Venting is gewd!

Soooo its time to do a bit of a reset...again. I'll be leaving this account and going "somewhere else on DA that I have made in the past". If you care about where I'm going send this account a note or something...the last time I'll be on this account will be Friday and I'm taking down everything.

If I have upset anyone in the past few weeks...months even. Sorry..., but I was going through some serious stress that honestly was putting me in a depressed state for quite sometime. Its over now <3 and I will make sure I never hit such a low again.

Not being paid AT ALL
Most painful break up so far in my life
Work taking a turn for the worst
The whole "going to war early" news that killed all future plans! THANKS OBAMA!
Having gotten in serious trouble after returning from Christmas break...
Trying to maintain my cool through all of this and doing a bad job of it
Trouble Sleeping
Possibility of my mother dieing
Twisting my Knee that still hasn't healed all the way yet rendering me useless (I hate not being Useful)
All my friends leaving to Iraq

Yeah I was going through a lot in the past 4 months...XP, but it was all just a down point in life and it happens...

I'm fine this time! FOR REAL!

See you guys later! <3